en too muc; cried Yan C;tor says ;

    So ting. I also ed those many hours.

    t of ted to s to ts meaningless noise be silent, but I did not.

    I ced to say t  . But I stood ting and saying nothing.

    And tory about ttle turtle,  to cry. And I ed to s to  it oo many tears. And I tried to s too fast, until finally my closed lips burst open and I cried and cried, tting everybody in tears.

    I fainted o Yan C morning, wher was dying, I was dreaming.

    I o to a pond. And I became a little turtle lying at ttom of tery place. Above me I could see te bellies. I  til I ears left and ty, everything as dry as sand.

    Yan Cer told me my motened to Second ife and tried to do pretend-suicide. False o this woman who caused her so much suffering.

    I knoened to , to no longer pretend. I kno it became a weapon?

    ten yicky s dumpling t everybody eats to celebrate. Se one after trange remark. quot;You see  eat enougterness.quot; And ter poison, not candied seeds or t. o o me t s so sronger one.

    tickiness clung to  remove ts to keep  t. A silk goe slippers est leat pearls on eacoe, to ligo nirvana.

    Seeing  time, I t scared. I knerutoo. I am strong, too.

    Because  on ter someone dies, to settle scores. In my mot day of t is ts must be paid, or disaster and misfortune will follow.

    So on t day, u tsing, fearful of my mot,  of ton mourning cloting g t o revere  ife, his only wife.

    And on t day, I s under my foot.

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